After looking at my list I came to the conclusion that some of the items on the list were not feasible. Life changes, expectations change. So I made a short list of the items that I knew I would not do and came up with substitute items. Here is that list, with the reasons why I'm taking one off and replacing it.

1. Go to Hawaii- This is still on my bucket list, but with school and my income I don't see me getting there any time soon. So instead, 1. Take a Trip Somewhere I've Never Been. When I travel (I use that word laughingly) I tend to go places I've lived to visit friends or family or to places where I know somebody. I would like to expand this and go somewhere I haven't been before. Right now my sister Malinda is already planning on commenting inviting me to come visit her in Ohio. TECHNICALLY I have been to the state of Ohio, so.... We'll see.

4. Make Out With A Cast Member From Glee-I think this is self-explanatory. Now, 4. Own more shorts. What, you were expecting maybe "make out with someone. please God!"? There are just some things you don't blog about, people!! Delving yet again in to my issues, I don't like shorts. I am not a fan of my legs. It may be the blinding whiteness. It may be feeling like I have chicken legs. Have I mentioned my self-esteem issues? But whatever the reason, I am more comfortable in capris. I want to change this. I did actually buy a new pair of shorts last year, and may have even worn them out in public, although probably not. So my goal for this summer I want to buy a couple more pairs and maybe even venture out in to the general public with them on. But you still may want to have sunglasses on. My legs are very white.

34. Have All The Kids Over For A Sleepover- With one nephew in Ohio and another nephew and niece getting too old for this kind of thing this is just not going to happen. Now, 34. Have A Girl's Night a la Sex And The City. I want to get a few girls together, put on a pretty dress, and go have girly drinks out somewhere. Unlike SATC, we do not have to pick up guys. Discussions about our sex lives optional.

44. Go To The Roost For Line Dancing- I'm not much interested in line dancing anymore. And I don't know anyone who will go with me. It's been changed to 44. Try Online Dating. Again. Although fair warning, I may change this as well. I'm interested in dating again, I just don't know if I want to try this method again. But I can put myself out there without actually leaving my house. Which sounds kind of dreamy if you ask me.  I can talk to a man AND watch my shows!

81. Watch Tes Do Gymnastics- Seriously, I can't keep up with this girl and her ever changing interests. 81. Watch Tes Do Karate Although who knows, she may get in to something else and this will change again. But I've seen her brother play countless hockey games and I don't want her to think I don't love her as much as Luch.

99. Go to the Opera When I created this item Rochester had an opera company. They have since disbanded. Now, 99. Buy A Full Length Mirror Maybe it's time I had an idea what I look like from mid-chest down. I need to stop being so scared of my flaws and embrace me. If I can't look in the mirror and think I'm attractive, how the hell do I think someone else will?

So there you go. I have to go work now, but I will do my best to update the actual list there next to this post later on my lunch.